Adult Toy Party

I'am one of those people who sit alnoe in a dark room with T.V or computer and pet's to comfort me .But somewher along the line of my life i got invited to a toy party and darn if not scared to go if i go i might make firend and the part of me that want to go but the other part want to stay home and watch T.V or youtube so part 1 has made it so i have a driver so if she come and get me i have on way of get out of it but they pick me up