Too sad to Talk about Love

I can't write about love today people. I've had a terrible loss in my life. I've just had to euthanize my four week old puppy. She was born with a birth defect with genetic damage to her cerebellum; she couldn't stand or walk, or even use the bathroom.
I'm very sad. She was the smallest in a litter of three and I worked hard for four weeks to save her. Her name was Squiggles. This is just hard for me and a big blow to my heart.
I saw the first rainbow of the season. I think it's a sign that Squiggles is OK and shines her love down on me.

Kate